Petite
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PETITE - This is for YOU!!!!
Courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace. The soul that knows it not,knows no release from the little things; knows not the livid loneliness of fear, nor mountain heights where bitter joy can hear the sound of wings.
- Amelia Earhart
- Amelia Earhart
Now that i wrangled a computer, here's the story.
I had moved back to my hometown for two reasons: to save money and move in with my best friend so she move out of her parent's home. I spent a month cleaning and helping renovate the place and then got a job in a factory here. A week and a half ago, I was laid off and three days ago I was evicted. I was evicted because her parents were the landlords and she got personal. I was not her maid and didn't jump up to scrub the house at the snap of her fingers. There was flooding and I was blamed, the next day i was given a letter by her landlord father detailing "my crimes" and bullshit about not being remorseful. He also gave me a speech about what a disappointment I am and essentially that I am a failure in his eyes. He left and I started crying. I cried so much I puked. I'm not afraid to admit that these people that were like family to me. I was always there when things were tough for her and would take a bat to someone's head if she had asked. This wasn't business, this was vindicitve and I feel used, they got what they wanted out of me and tossed the rest.
I removed all my possessions as asked and was given my last month rent back. Right now, I'm cleaning and giving away/selling most of possessions and sleeping on a floor in my sister's room and surronded by my family that loves me. i am lucky to have them and have told them so. It is evident I can't stay in this town anymore, I hope to have all the money I need to move elsewhere in the new year.
The Bad karma ends with me, I refuse to let this affect me negatively. I take everything in my life and realize that it is a learning experience. Being friendly, polite and caring may have been thrown into my face but I won't stop being nice. Damn it! I'm making cookies and handing them out. I've said it before, I can't stop being who I am and won't stop dreaming either. they say people need three things in life.... Someone to Love....Something to Do....and Something to hope for. I may be poor in riches but I am not poor in life.
thanks guys and gals for kind words
FB ... I love the cowboy...i thought I was the only one with those pics of istp.
I had moved back to my hometown for two reasons: to save money and move in with my best friend so she move out of her parent's home. I spent a month cleaning and helping renovate the place and then got a job in a factory here. A week and a half ago, I was laid off and three days ago I was evicted. I was evicted because her parents were the landlords and she got personal. I was not her maid and didn't jump up to scrub the house at the snap of her fingers. There was flooding and I was blamed, the next day i was given a letter by her landlord father detailing "my crimes" and bullshit about not being remorseful. He also gave me a speech about what a disappointment I am and essentially that I am a failure in his eyes. He left and I started crying. I cried so much I puked. I'm not afraid to admit that these people that were like family to me. I was always there when things were tough for her and would take a bat to someone's head if she had asked. This wasn't business, this was vindicitve and I feel used, they got what they wanted out of me and tossed the rest.
I removed all my possessions as asked and was given my last month rent back. Right now, I'm cleaning and giving away/selling most of possessions and sleeping on a floor in my sister's room and surronded by my family that loves me. i am lucky to have them and have told them so. It is evident I can't stay in this town anymore, I hope to have all the money I need to move elsewhere in the new year.
The Bad karma ends with me, I refuse to let this affect me negatively. I take everything in my life and realize that it is a learning experience. Being friendly, polite and caring may have been thrown into my face but I won't stop being nice. Damn it! I'm making cookies and handing them out. I've said it before, I can't stop being who I am and won't stop dreaming either. they say people need three things in life.... Someone to Love....Something to Do....and Something to hope for. I may be poor in riches but I am not poor in life.
thanks guys and gals for kind words
FB ... I love the cowboy...i thought I was the only one with those pics of istp.
The things I love are not HR approved
"I hate you so much right now." - sar
"I hate you so much right now." - sar
Ben
That looks an awful lot like you
PS.. Mine wasn't in uniform!!! Unless you consider the hat, uh...
That looks an awful lot like you
PS.. Mine wasn't in uniform!!! Unless you consider the hat, uh...
Courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace. The soul that knows it not,knows no release from the little things; knows not the livid loneliness of fear, nor mountain heights where bitter joy can hear the sound of wings.
- Amelia Earhart
- Amelia Earhart
Hang in there petite. I don't know you but I have been there also.
(Havn't had my best friend's Dad talk to me like that though - holy crap!)
I'm sure most of the people on here that have been in aviation for more than a week can relate to what you're going through - it gets better! Maybe! (anyway you at least have this forum)
Keep your chin up.
(Havn't had my best friend's Dad talk to me like that though - holy crap!)
I'm sure most of the people on here that have been in aviation for more than a week can relate to what you're going through - it gets better! Maybe! (anyway you at least have this forum)
Keep your chin up.